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I really don't know but when I think about fairness. I believe there none. Everyone aways hate me for some stupid reason. I don't know why there like this. My friend give me his password and I give him mine. I know it stupid but it seen a fair trade, even that I give him my profile in runesape.
I don't know how I should feel even I know I'm hurt. I feel like someone cut me while I try to get away, like a bullet in the heart.

I hardly believe somene care about me in the way I am. All I do is try to be myself but I know even now. They hate me, I try to be the preason I should be but when I have that chance. Eveyone just hate me for it.

I don't know why but even now, I think Dark was right. I should just move on and try not to fit in. It just hopeless.



I know he right but I don't wnat to drop something and leave it all the time. I want to do something before it ends. Even, that I was crying in a room alone. I still hate myself and waiting forgiveness for other that I hurt.....even, that they hurt me the most