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Words and music by Queen

When the outside temperature rises
And the meaning is oh so clear
One thousand and one yellow daffodils
Begin to dance in front of you - oh dear
Are they trying to tell you something
You're missing that one final screw
You're simply not in the pink my dear
To be honest you haven't got a clue

I'm going slightly mad
I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened - happened
It finally happened - ooh oh
It finally happened
I'm slightly mad
Oh dear

I'm one card short of a full deck
I'm not quite the shilling
One wave short of a shipwreck
I'm not my usual top billing
I'm coming down with a fever
I'm really out to sea
This kettle is boiling over
I think I'm a banana tree
Oh dear

I'm going slightly mad
I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened - happened
It finally happened - uh huh
It finally happened
I'm slightly mad
Oh dear

Ooh ooh ah ah
Ooh ooh ah ah
I'm knitting with only one needle
Unravelling fast it's true
I'm driving only three wheels these days
But my dear how about you

I'm going slightly mad
I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened
It finally happened - oh yes
It finally happened
I'm slightly mad
Just very slightly mad

And there you have it



The title just about sums it up: I think I'm going insane. I've been on this medication called Citalopram, which is supposed to help with anxiety and depression, but no dice. In fact the stuff is actually making my attacks worse... gonk For once, I just wish I was normal... Or at least not so freakin' twitchy and paranoid that I can't even do anything properly... So yeah, now that my attacks and what have you are becoming more common, I probably won't be on Gaia or any IM services that much... I just can't deal with it at times. Or if I am on I likely won't post, and it's possible I won't reply to PM's either. I'm just letting you all know beforehand in case it comes up...