i had orientation yesterday it was alright but yea. i feel so bad idk y! it sucks cuz i get really mean and sometimes just snap ou! lately ive been buying things like a crack whore buys drugs and getting really mad at my gran. i guess im pretty pissed cuz of my cuz thing. see i really do love them i do! but omg i hate them!! i want to just..ugh! which is strange cuz im a good bubly person but u no. they get me so mad!but yea and i no its not the skool beginig thing cuz i want them OUT!! everyone LOVES them!! i was glad wen my aunt droped by and asked ME!! to go with her to the beach and then shopping. but my mom said no cuz my aunt didnt invite my cuz well i was like theyve gone EVERYWERE!! its like so unfair cuz everyone wants them but notm me so wen my aunt came im like so wat about my cousins and she just made a face i was like thank u!! but i almost never do that!! u no like push someone out and junk! i hate it! well in the ******** end i had to stay with my cousins!! (********!) and i was just plain out mad!! and in orientation i was just FUMING!! at my mom i was treating her bad and i was kinda sad but i just wanted to smack myself. well anyway about everyone loving my cousins it true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! god! the ladies that clean the house hello they always talk to them during breakfast they usually talk to me about the newspaper!! and then my dad was all hey wanna go to disney lad blah blah i was like yay!! and then hes all not u! and was inviting them werever they wanted to go! and i no thats pretty shallow u no theyre visiting here but cant i be included to?!!?!? i wanted to go to disneyland and the beach and all those places instead i was at home supossidly cleaning after my cousins who spilled beer on my carpet (and my desk, and my papers, and oh yea my shirt and fave pant!!) anyway u prob think their like 3 well their not there like 21 or 20 i forget anyway my cousins think im SO mean and immature becuz i want to sleep till 8:00 z.m instead of helping them clean the house!! god i juat want a hug and my room back!!
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