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I'm currently reading Furuba, and had to write something for it. I wrote a drabble, then went back and re-wrote it. Since neither of the two are good enough to be posted on ff.net, I'll post them here.
Anehway, Tohru's thoughts on Kyou's transformation, and more. I haven't gotten to that part in the manga, but I watched when he transformed in the anime, so forgive me if it's not correct.
(Also forgive me for the horrible drabble, but it' my first one. ^^; Yep, 100 words of horribly laid out words.)


Define: Fright (Drabble)

I don’t understand, Kyou. You think that you scare me? Well... you do scare me, but, not in the way you think.

I’m not scared by your hot temper, or your recklessness, or even your third form. I’m scared because of the way you make me feel. You make my heart pound, and my face turn horribly dark shades of red. My stomach does flips on me and I feel like running when you look at me with your crimson eyes. I’m just another pathetic girl, I know. But I’ve never felt this for anyone before, and it frightens me.


Define: Fright (Fic)

I don’t understand, Kyou. You think that you scare me? Well, you do. You scare me more than anyone... anything. But... not for the reasons you think.

You have three forms, one of which is very different from the others of the Souma family. Your third form, that creature, does scare me, yes. But, you should know, I’ll endure. That form only scares me because you think that I’ll leave you for it. For some reason, you think that I’ll run away, and that makes me said. I thought that you trusted me more, Kyou. I thought that you believed in me, that I would never turn my back on you. I never will. Never.

Kyou, what scares me most of all, is the fact, even the slightest chance, that you will leave me. When you ran into the forest then, all I could think of was getting you back. The moment you left my sight, I felt alone... vulnerable. Even though you had changed, I still felt... somehow safe with you. All I wanted was to get you back.

I’m scared when I’m alone with you. I can tell, Shigure thinks that Yuki and I should be together. He tries to push us together. I pretend not to see, I pretend not to hear. I do what I do for Yuki, because I don’t want to hurt him. But, when the time comes, I’ll have to. I’ll have to hurt him, and tell him that I want to be with you.

You’re always telling me to be more assertive, and maybe I should. But I won’t. It’s not in my personality, it’s in yours. And... because of that, I’ll only be assertive for you. I’ll tell you what I want. I’ll tell you what I feel. Kyou, I’ll do it for you. I want to be with you that much.

I think that I see through your eyes, just a bit better. I can see how much you want something, but just can’t have it. Everything’s a fight for you, isn’t it? You have to fight for everything, whether you want to or not... All because you were born under the year of the cat. But you won’t have to fight for me, because I’ll always run straight to you. I told you already, Kyou, I’ve always loved the cat.


Goodness, it seems my talent has run out on me, ne? sweatdrop Oh well, these were just for fun anehway. Maybe now I can finish "I Don't Know You Anymore!!" -_- What a horrible "writers block" cause.