I found out that I'm totally and uncontrollably in love.
He's so perfect, he's just the right amount of attitude and just the right amount of passion.
And every night I hold onto my pillow thinking of him.
I feel so lonely.
A few people know who I am talking about, but there's people on this site that make me unable to say his name.
I'll be seeing him this year in High School.
I'm so happy he's going to be there with me. We're the only people we know too, haha.
Well I know a bunch of 10th and 11th graders, but he's the only person I know in 9th grade.
I hope we have lots of classes together! smile
He makes me laugh all the time and it's hard not to smile when he's happy.
But I also have to be careful with the words I use around him.
It's easy to say the wrong thing with him on accident but it's mainly what people out of school say to him to throw him off like that.
I've found it odd that I usually hate or dislike people that I usually end up falling in love with, lol.
Like, Summer was the last person I wanted to say something nice to after she took my boyfriend from me, but we ended up going out for 5 or 6 years.
And Robbie was a total b***h when I first met him but we ended up going out.
And I thought Mat would be to emotional but we ended up having the perfect relationship till he brought up the fact that we lived to far away to really go any further.
Lol, and Lyssa XD That's right bitches, I went out with Lyssa!!! I seriously don't see how you guys missed that but I tried keeping it a secret since most of you said you would'nt be my friend anymore if I went out with her, assholes. smile
And I'm talking about the girl with big poofy a** blonde hair that she dyed black later on and looked horrible and she was obsessed with SlipKnot.
Well, I did'nt really like her at first cause I thought she was a total poser and kept on trying to go out with me while I was still with Summer. But after Summer broke up with me, I immedately called her on the phone crying my eyes out and asked her to go out with me, lol. Shows how desperate I was XD
And she kept on telling me to kiss her, and when I cringed and kissed her cheek quickly she bitched and told me to kiss her lips and Itucked my lips in, cringed and she'd kiss me. And she did this in front of David, Roxy, Sarah, Poof Head, ect at Breakfast in the morning and a week or two later she broke up with me because I was'nt being 'passionate'.
Holy crap, you don't kiss someone the day after they asked you out and then call them 'unpassionate'.
Kisses are meant to be soft and delicate and when it would mean the most. Not rough and forceful and scary, lmao.
I'm not into those kind of things yet XD
Anywho, off topic, listen to The Number 12 Looks Like You cause they'll rock your socks and if you don't listen to them, go kill yourself. Paper Weight Pig is their newest song and my favorite. And the guitarist is crazy as ********. He's one of the best in the world, literally.
He's so perfect, he's just the right amount of attitude and just the right amount of passion.
And every night I hold onto my pillow thinking of him.
I feel so lonely.
A few people know who I am talking about, but there's people on this site that make me unable to say his name.
I'll be seeing him this year in High School.
I'm so happy he's going to be there with me. We're the only people we know too, haha.
Well I know a bunch of 10th and 11th graders, but he's the only person I know in 9th grade.
I hope we have lots of classes together! smile
He makes me laugh all the time and it's hard not to smile when he's happy.
But I also have to be careful with the words I use around him.
It's easy to say the wrong thing with him on accident but it's mainly what people out of school say to him to throw him off like that.
I've found it odd that I usually hate or dislike people that I usually end up falling in love with, lol.
Like, Summer was the last person I wanted to say something nice to after she took my boyfriend from me, but we ended up going out for 5 or 6 years.
And Robbie was a total b***h when I first met him but we ended up going out.
And I thought Mat would be to emotional but we ended up having the perfect relationship till he brought up the fact that we lived to far away to really go any further.
Lol, and Lyssa XD That's right bitches, I went out with Lyssa!!! I seriously don't see how you guys missed that but I tried keeping it a secret since most of you said you would'nt be my friend anymore if I went out with her, assholes. smile
And I'm talking about the girl with big poofy a** blonde hair that she dyed black later on and looked horrible and she was obsessed with SlipKnot.
Well, I did'nt really like her at first cause I thought she was a total poser and kept on trying to go out with me while I was still with Summer. But after Summer broke up with me, I immedately called her on the phone crying my eyes out and asked her to go out with me, lol. Shows how desperate I was XD
And she kept on telling me to kiss her, and when I cringed and kissed her cheek quickly she bitched and told me to kiss her lips and Itucked my lips in, cringed and she'd kiss me. And she did this in front of David, Roxy, Sarah, Poof Head, ect at Breakfast in the morning and a week or two later she broke up with me because I was'nt being 'passionate'.
Holy crap, you don't kiss someone the day after they asked you out and then call them 'unpassionate'.
Kisses are meant to be soft and delicate and when it would mean the most. Not rough and forceful and scary, lmao.
I'm not into those kind of things yet XD
Anywho, off topic, listen to The Number 12 Looks Like You cause they'll rock your socks and if you don't listen to them, go kill yourself. Paper Weight Pig is their newest song and my favorite. And the guitarist is crazy as ********. He's one of the best in the world, literally.
