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Alright so I know I haven't blogged in a while...but I been too lazy. Honestly, school makes me feel like s**t with the headaches and all I wanna do is just...not write anymore. That's because with creative writing class...it makes me want to write....not at all. In fact, it became annoying to come on here to type this, so then I wouldn't do it. Now, I feel like it and because I don't want to make this blog into something I hate, I wanted to continue it when I felt that it wasn't tedious so I wouldn't half-a** anything. Well, needless to say, a lot has happened. Well, last weekend I went to the mall with Jing and gots manga. Yes, so I was happy. The week went by uneventful, and friday we had an early dismisall. So, Evan came over and this huge family s**t happened because Nicole allowd Kerin to come over. Well, I was just going to let it slide, when they threw a friggin' <b>BASKET BALL</b> on the goddamned <b>ROOF</b>!!! Now, that was worth a ring to my old man. Dad gets pissed and this whole huge arguement comes up. I was feeling shitting that day, just because PSATs where tomorrow and I didn't feel well so I was like eh...I suck. Evan kept trying to make me feel better, but it made me feel worse. crying I was just feeling shitty like I randomly get sometimes. However, I don't like to dwel on it or worry others with my stupidness because well, it's stupid and it passes and then I feel better. It's stupid hormones, and period s**t. It makes me go crazy, and despite it being a poor excuse, I have to say...I can't think of any other excuse besides my brain going on mental melt down every month. Back to story.

My mom comes home and isn't happy with the shape the house was in. Good jolly good. I told Nicole to clean up and what does she do? Nothing. So, that's nothing new. Dad comes home and blows up. Just yelling, non-stop, for about 2 hours. No lie there. Evan was there to wittness all of that and I didn't even want to go downstairs to eat food, because it was shitty. Almost as good as the other day when people where yelling downstairs. Once again, there was the "I'm calling the police on you!" threat as usual. It allways happens, because the fights in my house never go down with a simple agreement. Nope, voilence is always involved, or empty threats. It's not like none of us have anything to deny the fact both my mom and dad have gotten physical with us. Then again, sometimes it was for our own good I guess. My dad has a bad temper, and it just happens. My mom gets so upset she cries and just eventually cracks. My sisters deserve it most of the time, too. I know Nicole deserves it, because she is by definition a b***h. She has to get everything her way, or it's no way with her. Seriously, if you ever met her or delt with her, then you would understand. Marissa, because Nicole is a b***h and ******** messes with her, is everyone elses b***h. She just tries so hard for attention I call her a moron all the time, because she is. Oh, and they she does the dramatic "YOU WANT ME TO DIE YOU HATE ME!" thing, and runs off crying even if you never mentioned anything like that, and if you were trying to get her to calm down or something. Ugh, it's annoying. Yesterday she went slamming everything in the kitchen and I had to basically grab her and tell her to stop, which she said she had every right to do that because Nicole called her names. That's no reason to almost break everything in the kitchen! God, its a madhouse.

So yeah, anyways, after everything finally settled down and I was brave enough to go downstairs, I hate some pizza and which Evan and I went back upstairs and just hung out for a while. It was cool, we got to chill for that day. Not to mention, I have 2 very important annoucements that have happened that need to be stated in this blog.

<b>1. I got my job at the Dresher Petshop, which I start on saturday.

2. This is what my new car looks like.</b>

So, after my gruiling dual with the PSATs, which I felt so ******** depressed afterwords, my parents said they where going out to the "store." ninja Now whenever they say that, that means they are up to something. Last time they did that, they came home with a dog. So! What am I to think? What could they be possibly scheming behind my back that I shouldn't know a clue about, but they are obviously trying to hide? If you guessed another dog, you really need to read into context a bit more. If you guessed they just went to the store, wow, then you're even more messed up then I thought. If you guessed a car, you are a normal human being. Yay. Go be ******** celebratory.

heart blaugh heart <b>I GOT A CAR!!!! WEE!!!! MY FIRST CAR!!! heart blaugh heart </b>I was excited, I knew they where up to something and lo and behold, they come home with a car! It's soo comfy and can sit 6 people with leather interior! I mean...it's got all these really cool gadgets too! My dad got a good price for a car taht has a lot of features that some of the top of the line cars today have. Sad thing is, it belonged to a guy who was a piano teacher who died of lung cancer. We got some of the music he has, and some of the music he composed. It's really sad...he seemed really nice too. I mean, the car is nice and everything because he did a lot of custom things to it and its a great price, but it's still saddening I'm driving some guys car who is now...dead. I don't care who doesn't like it either, I love it. heart

Then, on top of that, I now have a job which I hope to be okay with because I heard Mark is a douche. So, I'll be rather busy now and with my car too! I was so depressed after PSATs but now I have a car, I cannot be depressed any longer! I feel so great! I went driving in it today to the mall, with my sisters and mom which was a big mistake. They wanted halloween stuff and well, they where being stupid like always. Joy. I nearly fainted because I was so hungry! BUT! BESIDES THAT! I have a car, and a job, and hopefully everything will look uphill. whee I'm working on the trip to boston, and basically besides PSATs, everything was wonderful! So, that link up there to my car, is exactly what it looks like color and all. I feel like I'm like 11 or 12 who just was alowd to go to the mall alone for the first time or something. xp THAT excited about this, I actually hugged it and petted it. I can put my fox in there too and have it sitting in the back! I already have dangling Chinese coin thingie with tassles hanging in the front because I'm that excited! Wow, what a weekend!

So yeah, my head hurts today because for some reason it wants to hurt no matter how many meds I take gonk . It's my ******** sinuses, I hate that. I should be looking into sergery for it because this can only be cured in such a way, but I'm a loser who is afraid of everything to do with sergery and needles and...ick. So, I'm gonna be a loser and not look into it. I hate doctors. sweatdrop

heart I HAVE A CAR! heart

Ja ne.