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Oy... Gaia is giving me stress, again.

I also tried the multiple fishing. I went into an AT themed room and there were a couple of people in there that recognized me and welcomed me happily.

It was fun for awhile, at least with the chatting. One of the people in the room had to leave, and eventually this one guy came in, I'll call him Eddie.

Eddie wasn't really with the whole conversation. One other person started talking about how they just found porn in their music folder or something like that and Eddie suddenly says,

"I'm 10."

Soo... What? I suppose he was trying to say that he didn't want to hear topics like that, but he kept passive aggressively talking about it. That or he didn't know just how to communicate abou it.

So, this other ATer comes in and she immediately goes, "ZUNA! *glomp!*"

What is funny is that I never really talked with her till then. :/

But anyway... The glomper girl (I'll call her Abby) and this other guy were talking to me as if I was their best friend. Eddie was just keeping to himself, once in a while mentioning that his lips were chapped and that it hurt when he smiled. O.o

Erm, well Abby started to not like the other guy (who kept talking about how he was a model and that he was very pretty... >_> wink and she suggested to me that I should leave with her to go to another fishing room.

I didn't want to go anywhere. I didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings at that point and I just wanted to stay where I was and fish and chat.

Abby made it clear that he didn't like the other guy anymore, so things got tense. Eventually, Eddie left. And I went, "THANK GOD!"

And I made the mistake of starting to complain about how annoying Eddie was and that he was 10, trying to get some laughs. Abby though thought it was rude of me (which I guess it was, in some way) and she got mad and left. I did send her a pm about it, saying that I was sorry for making her mad, but she never responded.

So... Yeah. I am really beginning to dislike Gaia even more. I don't know what exactly keeps me here. I know there are more important things in my life and that the internet is really just a bad, bad place in general where people think your feelings is just "drama" and some call you "Emo" for it as if you were still in high school. I still don't understand what the hell that term means. x.x

It's all becoming just very childish and I really getting tired of it.

So, ermm... I dunno. =__=