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so yeah lately i've been pretty off. i just cant seem to get a certain person off my mind, i find that every time i think im over her, she creeps back in. so now i'll write this knowing that she'll never read it.


i'm sure you'll never read this but i have to say this, i have had a hole in my life since u left, no amount of women or drugs or alcohol seems to fill, i loved you, still love you even tho i know i shouldnt, i know youve moved on and i hope your happy. i just i dunno, i miss you, i miss us, i miss your voice, your smile and the way you would look at me and no matter how bad a day i had or how bad i felt would melt everything away, goodbye yet its not, you'll always be in my heart, in my head. i love you


oh how i hate her, and yet how i love her, its paradoxical i know but geeze ... forget it im rambling, good bye