He can't ruin me this time. He can't just come back and expect me to say, "Yes, everything's ok. I've always loved you too." Because that's far from the truth. I loved him at one point--the beginning. After the first break-up everything went tumbling down.
I won't let him back this time. I have such good friends that I have supported me through all of this and I can't hurt them. I don't want to be with him. I want to see him suffer the way that I had to when I was told that I was second best. That I was his "back-up" and that his mother and step-dad couldn't know he was with me because they hated me because of the LIES he told them!!
He sent me a text (to my email) and I'm posting it here... along with his cell number so if anyone wants to b***h him out, feel free. I'm not the same girl he knew and all he wants is someone to feel sorry for his dumb a**. I'm NOT THAT PERSON! cry
801-783-7965
"This is jack, chase or watever name you must hate. I just want you to know that im not trying to get back with you. Me and lyra broke up
I want you to know im sorry for everything i did to you and your family. And that the last thing thats going through my mind is that i
Was happiest with you no matter how much i said i wasnt. I just want you to know all this. So that you can have the last laugh. I love u"
MY REPLY: Jack/Chase you cant love a fake. u called me a fake. & I love my life now
HIS REPLY: I realy meant it. I didnt text you to get you back though. I just wanted you to know how i feel
MY REPLY: U cant get back with me, we ******** that up a long time ago. leave me alone
HIS REPLY: I understand amanda. I didnt want that. I realy just wanted to apologize. I didnt even think you would respond
MY REPLY: You hurt me so bad... and you kept letting me get hurt. I hate you for that.
HIS REPLY: I know you do amanda. You dont have to forgive me or keep responding. I just wanted you to know that im sorry i said it and it wasnt true
MY REPLY: Its for the best. We're bad for eachother. Im not a fake & u did love me once, good. Never text me again
I'm Misa now... I don't belong to him and he doesn't know me anymore. GAWD!! Why am I turning into an emotional wreck over this!! HE CAN'T DO THIS TO ME!! I WON'T FALL FOR HIS TRICKS!! He always used to use that line "I'm not trying to get back with you" when in fact, he was, just to hurt me again.
...and DAMMIT Where's the person I need most right now!! cry
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