Ok, so new journal entry... I'll try to make this one a tad more serious than the any of the ones before. It probably will be a millon pages longer too. eek Yesterday Kyle and Jess broke up. Its a really long story, one that I dont exactly feel like telling. But Kyle and I were talking and he was so upset all I wanted him to be was happy. I mean for some reason I felt as if I should have yelled at Jess saying "You just lost the best thing ever." But I realized that he isn't the best. I don't think I feel as strongly for Kyle as I did before. burning_eyes Today was my friend Sammy's birthday party. I woke up and my uncle wasn't getting up so I was really upset. Then at my house I couldn't get in because I didn't have my key BUT Glenn was there. He was sitting on the couch as I banged on the door. I walked around back and banged on the glass door, when I finally came back around he was laying on the couch with a blanket over his head. I said "If you don't let me in im going to call the cops." That got him up, by that time I had about 1/2 an hour to get ready. When I got to the party, Ryan was like 15 minutes later then me, and he had to leave at 6!
After Ryan left, Faffy, Sara and I were the only ones swimming. Faffy and I had a splash fight, getting water in my eyes. They stung me so badly that I couldn't open them right away. So I was thinking about some things, I watched Ryan walk around today, you know. If it was Kyle I would have been really jealous, I mean like fuming. But with Ryan I was like eh whatever. Sara and I talked, like restrained but we managed it. rofl Im suprised... really. Ryan also called me sub-consciencely anorexic. I think that he might actually be right... I barely eat anymore, but Im only down to 120ish!! That means only five more pounds to lose. yay!! 4laugh But seriously, I seem to never want to eat around him. Its probably just my nerves though. ninja I hope I talk to Kyle soon. I want to see if hes any happier, maybe I should call him. Eh that would be odd. So nah. sad Still he needs to be happy. dramallama
Ok I'll stop.lol.
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