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"Pain dont speak to me about pain,
I been through so much in so little time,
you do not wish to see the tears i have cried,
If i could just let you live my life for one day,
one day is all im asking for,
you will see what i mean and what it finally means to be free."
((Written sometime.. i forget and didnt date it.))

"Butterflies dance around,
laughing and flying around the place,
Sending a simple message to us all,
We can all fly if we dearly have a will,
To finally cry." ((Written 5-29-06))

"Lies,
more lies,
and just more lies,
lie in the place i used to call safe,
the wings i once earned trambled by lies,
Dont lie to me,
i can see right through you,
i do not wish to harm anyone,
but lie to me,
and you will be, in a deep hole of pain."
((Written 6-6-06

"All i needed was to see,
is That i was finally not alone as i believed i used to be,
Finally off the cliff of pain,
Dangling down the bloody tears of mine,
but the light,
light that is only seen by few and ignored by many,
All the years i lied to myself,
The truth was right in front of me,
and it was finally you." ((This poem, was wrote idk a long time ago, just dont ask about it))

"How dint i see it,
when she first came,
how the dogs reacted,
itwas a dead give away,
the path as shown,
but i ignored it,
it was all fun and games,
until the day came.

Now i am lost and have no faith,
cause the one i trusted most,
was nothing but a fake."
((Written 6-18-06, if you know what happened you will get this poem...))


"Somebody tell me,
What makes us real,
what we all desire and need,
What pain is,
what love is,
what it means to be free.

Somebody tell me,
Why does this world only leave us with pain,
Only the gods can tell us that,
What does it take to be strong,
Why do the strongest fight,
Leaving the weak behind,
Covering the rest in darkness and lies.

Somebody tell me,
What does it mean to love,
What does it mean to hate,
Why do we have to look around for something we are searching for,
Somebody tell me,
Why do we have to die,
While this world is so unforgiving,
Soon to be forgotten,
Like the rest,
Somebody tell me,
As i put this poem to rest"
((6-19-07))

"My wings,
Now broken and tore,
Only to fly when blood rushes down the black and white rainbows,
My pain,
My life,
Revolves around the sky,
Being able to fly again,
Is all i desire,
Wishing away all the oppose,
May be harder,
As teh blood dripps onto the cold floor,
I scream out in pain,
As my hand,
Get showered in black rain,
My hair,
Darkened,
Becomes flat and covers up my face,
Hurt,
But never broken,
Like my wings,
I fight to be free,
But mostly to see,
The ones i love the most."
((6-19-07))

"Blood stained walls,
Blood Stained floors,
Blood stained heart,
Whats the difference,
If all are broken,
And smashed into one."
((6-19-07))

"You are going to miss every shot you don't take"
((Emma's signature, and well i liked it lol))

"Life aint far so get used to it. It is just going to get harder and tougher, and you may say you dont care anymore, but that is the last thing you want to do. You ahve to have enough strength to fight back."

"No i dont wish to die.. *smiles evilly* just want to live long enough to hurt all who hurt me... then my job is done, gooood day! ^_^"