God this sucks...
You think you know somebody...
Then there is the possibility it might not have been real at all.
I know there is a side to every story...
I won't be able to accept anything until I hear from him...
I need proof, I need this so in case if it is true, I'm prepared for recovery.
It's going to be the longest eight days of my life.
I should just try to keep busy...
I feel like a clam that was just de-shelled.
I need proof...
Just anything to show me if it was real or not.
I want it all to be a lie, I want it all to go away...
I want to believe in him...
but not until I know the truth.
I won't get all sucidal and crap like that.
Sirenas · Mon Jul 02, 2007 @ 06:04pm · 0 Comments |