Well im here sitting at my desk talking to my b/f on the phone. it's just really annoying. The one week im off from school and when i want to see my b/f they start to b***h about it. I mean they tell me if i don't do stuff around the house he can't come down to see me. i find that really stupid. my Family is stupid in the head. the one week for me to be happy they go and ******** it up as always. and if i don't say anything that he is here, and i he suddenly shows up, they keeps asking me when is he leaving and other 21 questions. So i told him not to come down so i can avoid all the 21 questions they will ask me later on. sometimes i think they don't want me to be happy. They just want someone to boss around like some ******** pet. i dunno.....things have no changed with them. i just have no idea when i will be happy. happy enough where i can see my own b/f when i want to. without anyone saying anything about it. my family always does this. When i want to be truely happy, they find a way to mess it up, and for me to have a shitty weekend. in this case, it's the week im off from school. i really don't know what to do with them. i guess i have to suck it up and deal with it for a few more months and then i can get a job paying job and start saving for a small apt. or something. **sighs deeply** well i gues this blog post turned out to be a sad one. i was going to talk about my week off and how much fun i will going to have. but.....i guess that's all messed up now. i will enjoy my boring a** week with nothing to do. maybe i will just stay in my room (like i always do) play the new Zelda game for the second time and let time pass by until July 9th. that's when i go back to school. Well everyone take care. ja mata ne.
Amyra_Rose Community Member 
|
|
