I don't understand what i'm doing wrong with my life... The tears keep falling no matter how much i try, i can't take it.. i just want to pain to stop.. i need this.. more and more then images flash before my eyes.. things that i don't even want to thing about.. but i'm forced to.. because the pain is just too much, i just want to be happy for once and at least keep that happiness for once..
I've been thinking a lot... and i just don't know.. i feel my heart is just losing its touch.. i still feel the love for "her" but everything else is becoming numb.. it's like my heart doesn't want to deal with the pain anymore.. and just wants love..
all i can see to do now is cry.... i've forced myself to not cry when i'm with her.. i don't want her to see my pain anymore.. i just want her to be happy.. even if i'm not..
It's all i can do.. i want her back so badly.. i've never felt like this for anyone else.. i tired to think about moving on.. but all i could do was cry my eyes out and puke my guts out..
It's not fair!!!...
WHY CAN'T I BE HAPPY!!!
******** THE SIGN OFF..
 Raven DragonFire · Thu Jun 21, 2007 @ 10:13am · 3 Comments |
