I guess Tary and I aren't friends anymore. But then, if he wanted to be friends he wouldn't of tried to push me away so much. Like sending me a bunch of depressing messages when I specifically told him Gaia was my sanctuary where I go to relax and saying that I was in love with other people and not Andrew, and trying to break Andrew and I up and blaming the alcohol at his party on one of my best friends who I trust and love and know doesn't support drinking for minors and was uncomfortable with the notion of alcohol in the first place.
All he wanted was for me to stop liking him. But as he said with me and his party (even though if I just didn't want to go I would have just told him because I'm blunt and honest like that and everyone else seems to know it already) he could have just TOLD me if he didn't want to be friends.
I mean, my best friends, I would have cried my heart out for loosing them, but this is Tary. I barely KNOW him at all.
He's always saying people don't care about him and crap well guess what? A lot of people do for a time, but no one ever cares about anyone who pushes everyone away unless they are a really strong person or obsessed with helping people. I'm already dealing with one really good friend who wants to push people away. Guess I just don't have time for Tary in my busy schedule with Ana, whom I love to death no matter how depressed and weak I am.
So for Tary's friends, I guess I just hope you can be stronger than me-Or maybe I'm hoping he likes you so he doesn't want to push you away.
Oh, and I will still carry Tary's secrets to the grave, so don't even TRY me just because we aren't friends. stare
 Robyn Spruce · Sat Jun 16, 2007 @ 03:24pm · 0 Comments |
