i had an ok day today.... adam called in the morning and that made me really happy.
i also drove, which is as fun as it is nerve-wrecking.
adam asked if i wanted to see him on monday..... and then told me later he couldn't... because he has to fill in for wes............. on monday and tuesday. then he works wednesday through saturday again.... so that's a whole other week i get to go insane. cry
it just makes me so sad.... he works so much.... and i do nothing..... but go crazy because i can never see him. this is such a horrible break.... i want to go back to school. i want to see him again. i don't think he realized how sad i was/am when he got off just now.... he never seems to..... i think i'm going to go.... to bed.....
i also drove, which is as fun as it is nerve-wrecking.
adam asked if i wanted to see him on monday..... and then told me later he couldn't... because he has to fill in for wes............. on monday and tuesday. then he works wednesday through saturday again.... so that's a whole other week i get to go insane. cry
it just makes me so sad.... he works so much.... and i do nothing..... but go crazy because i can never see him. this is such a horrible break.... i want to go back to school. i want to see him again. i don't think he realized how sad i was/am when he got off just now.... he never seems to..... i think i'm going to go.... to bed.....
