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They say you will always remember your first love. The first one to ever capture your heart, in undefined totality, will always be in your memories--and in your heart. Since I have never been in love, I want to believe this is true.
But what if your first love, suddenly forgets you? The pain and anguish must go on forever. It may serve as a never ending reminder to never fall in love again, for fear of being hurt a second time. But to have your very first love, turn their back on you so suddenly, what kind of destruction would that bring to one's psyche? To their own emotional life force? Most importantly, how would their heart have the strength or will to continue beating? One can only imagine if they have never been in love, and think or feel so highly about it, that they would even want to dwell on the idea of losing their first love. The mind and heart shattering reality of a loss such as this, may break anyone, no matter how strong or weak. I suppose it really depends on the person themselves. Can they withstand such a malady? Or would they break under the weight of it and only end up dead inside?
This story is one of great loss, but also of great gain. I wanted to bring to the attention of anyone who reads this, that I intended the characters involved in this story to be of sound mind in their decisions and choices. They act upon all that makes us human. Greed, lust, emotion, hate, anger, love, and pride. There are many more characteristics which make us all mere humans, but those aforementioned assets are among the most important.
Love exists not only in the heart, but in the mind. It exists in the very soul in each of us. To lose that, yet still feel it and know it's still there without being able to express it any longer...what can that truly do to any human being? Why?
made by Solitary Shadows, no shes not a gaia user Yeah she has a gaia person thingy. . . sweatdrop
KDLizzy · Tue Jun 12, 2007 @ 04:31pm · 1 Comments |
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