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Last August...I met this guy on Gaia.He seemed really nice so we talked for an hour .Then for about 2 weeks we got to know eachother and came to like eachother..alot.So we talked to pur parents to see if it was ok and we gave eachother our numbers.Big mistake for our parents.We talked for nearly 4 hours EVERYDAY.We were basicly in LOVE after a month.Well september passed,then october,then in November we finnally met.He came up to oklahoma from texas to see me.I swore it was the happiest day of my life.We never realy let eachother go.Then he left.After he got back home we talk immedatly on the fone for a few more hours.Then the next weeks we started planning our our summers to come like wat we were gonna do and all sort of stuff.well 2 months passed and Horhey became sick.A few weeks passed and he stopped calling me as much and he almost never got on Gaia.January came and he started puking blood and coughing out blood.I talked to his brother and his brother told me hed be fine, hes gona be in the hospital for a few weeks but hes fine.Well 4 weeks and no Horhey made me crazy, i stopped eating,i barley spoke everthing just went to shreds.
Finnally i get a fone call 2 in the moring and its Horhey!!We talked untill 10 am in the moring and we both fel asleep on the fone.We woke up and did the same thing for another 5 weeks.Well one day i call Horhey.His mom answers crying, so right when she answers the fone and i hear her sob i burst into tears."Amanda have you seen horhey??""No whats going on"?? ! I sobed."Horhey is gone we cantfine him hes gone!!"I cried so hard with his mom for 15 mins and finnay we hung up.My mom was wondering what happend so i told her.She told me to stay at the house and she went to the police to start a Amber Alert.I cried for 4 straight hours then finnaly Horheys family showed up at my house.We all cried..We cried for the past.The future and the days to come.

The Police found my Horhey in a ditch.Dead.They dont know what caused his death but they found a note in his pocket with my address on it. horhey tried to walk to my house...i guess love makes you do crazy things..
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R.I.PHorhey Mideaz...1991-2007