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Sandman's writings...
These are the things that run through my skull on a daily basis. Please leave comments if you take the time to read these.
An emotion
(voices in background) hahaha look....
look at him... hahaha.....freak.

All they do is stare...I'd rather them not even look at me...
...********, you live a nice life, huh?
I hope so.... I'd love to make it hell.

I hate your stares... i wish you would die.
I hate that smug look on your face...i want too rip it off.

Love and hate are the beginning and end of my contradiction.
Always want to be loved, but hate to be loved...
IT'S ALWAYS RIPPED AWAY FROM ME!!

STOP THIS CHILDISH GAME, it's not fun anymore.
I don't want to play...
leave me alone, just for today....
lingering on my thoughts, my muscles ******** YOU!!
DIE!! i don't want it...

What if I disappeared and never returned?
you wouldn't care...you never do...
I hate you...

Your lies spread through my mind like a disease, a plague.
Riddling me with confused hate, confused as to why you persist...
i hate that i can't grasp it...

My love keeps me here, but i hate to be here, and I'd love to stay,but you don't understand that do you?

I want to die.

Why is everything so blurry now?
You can't see the pain that i feel now.

I love, but only for a little while.
I feel, But only when i dream.
I hate,when i think of you.
I cry, when I'm hiding from myself.


Father Fluff
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  • User Comments: [1]
    PathlessPlot
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    Sun Dec 02, 2007 @ 02:19am


    I hope you don't feel this way anymore. sad


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