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Alrighty, you might wanna get something to drink and maybe a sandwich or something xD

Okay the school years almost over. So lets see if I can remember whats been up.

Okay I met this Girl Kirsten who was my friend for atleast a month then we kinda stopped talking to eachother after we just met Kevin along with his sister Monica.
Now Kevin is a very funny dude always happy, but there are times when he is sad and hes very open about it. He never cries and loves God Of War 2. Kirsten hangs with Kevin more then me now, but now the 3 of us are together along with Monica and this new girl I met who kicks a** xD Shes a lesbian which I kinda noticed but not really xD Shes so open about it and its kinda funny razz
Anyways, Me and Kevin are best friends at Vista! I still miss Ferdi at El Camino and David at this other school I can't seem to remember. Well Kevin and me hang out alot, he makes me laugh and smile smile
When he comes over to my house he fights with his sister alot about coming to my house, but he wins most of the time, Then we play Marvel Nemesis: Rise of the Imperfects. Along with another Friend whom is African American and is HUGE, he reminds me of Josh heart
Kevin uses Nile Von Roekel (AKA Niles Von Raken shnegen Fugin dugen xd ) and I use Venom or Hazmat. Now I taught Kevin how to play the game but now hes really getting good sweatdrop I am teaching him way to much! gonk xd
Anyways other than that, My mother went to the ER one night and I got the call. now first I didn't think anything of it. I just heard that she was in great pain, she passed out and went there. Now she had a Sist (sp?) in her Ovaries so they had to removes one of them gonk so when Brian (moms bf) calls me, he tells me shes doing okay and I am constantly asking if she will be okay and live and stuff. Okay when I heard the news I started to think. If mom dies then we have to move with dad, which means I won't have as much freedom, I will have to leave everyone behind and probably not be able to talk to any of you ever again. I wil also lose Terra and Coby which I really don't want. I wanna keep them till they die of old age heart
So Brian gives mom the phone and she could barely talk, I could hear her pain in her voice as she was talking so of course. I start to cry, I am constantly being told by everyone that crying does nothing at all. THAT IS ******** ANNOYING DAMMIT! First of all, it makes me feel better alright? You think it does nothing but you just don't know! I am different from you! you know nothing! It makes me feel better! so Shut up!
So as I am crying I am restraining from making any sounds so all I can say is "yes" and "okay", but I think she knew I was crying cause she told me it would be okay.
On Monday she came back home and was able to walk. Now I was told she couldn't move but she was walking which means she was probably healing very fast.
Okay so anyways, Not much has changed. I also am getting noticed be a few people I use to talk to but its not that great, I still feel alone even though I really am not.
My Father is getting married to Janene (I think thats how you spell it) I will have a Step sister and a step mom. They are thinking of having a kid (another one) which I really don't care about, just stop asking me what I think about it cause I really don't give a rat's a**. I gotta get my hair in a Pony Tail (which looks horrible on me) or its a flat top (which is also horrible on me). so jsut so I can keep my hair, I am doing the Pony Tail but he better be able to make me laugh cause I ain't smiling for s**t!
Also Kirsten never realized I hated water >w<
I am not so shy about complimenting girls in public which is a HUGE step forward to conquering my ******** shyness!
Hehe I saw Spiderman 3, it was a good movie, but since I am a huge Venom fan I have to say something in caps smile ready?
THAT VENOM WAS COMPLETE BULL s**t! THEY ******** MADE HIM LOOK STUPID! THEY DESERVE TO DIE! I WANNA ******** STAB THEIR THROATS, PULL OUT THEIR ******** HEART AND SHOVE IT UP THEIR a**! VENOM DIDN'T HAVE THE TONGUE, HE HAD ******** SPIDER-MAN DESIGN ON HIS BODY, HE WAS ******** SKINNY AND WEAK, AND HE SOUNDING ******** RETARDED! I COULD MAKE A ******** BETTER VENOM THEN THAT WITH MY ARMS AND EYES REMOVED!
Okay I am done wink
This summer I plan on getting a job at Gamestop or Cinema Star.
I think thats all I got to say... Theres more I would like to talk to you about but......I bet you finished your snacks so razz

Lemme tell you guys something about me that some might not know, I want you sll to realize abit about me if your confused.
1. My name is Daniel Gonzalez
2. I don't believe there is a someone who is meant for me, I believe there is someone who is better or worse then the last person you were with.
3. Death is nothing to be afraid of, everyone is gonna die anyways so don't try to escape it, its useless.
4. I am not suicidal anymore but I starting to become homicidal.
5. I believe that love is not a requirement to be happy, anyone can be happy without love.
6. People never change, No matter what you try they won't change. Accept the person and deal with it.
7. Spanking may teach a kid something but punishment doesn't do anything but make a teen mad.
8. There are alot of things going on in this world, people are dying, children are getting raped, gang fights, murdering, war, disease, homeless people, all that good stuff. Theres nothing you can do except accept it and move on.

Just so you all know I felt like crap saying all this, but its what I believe in, I won't talk back to you if you disagree with me. My dad taught me that my beliefs are always wrong. I just don't wanna listen to it anymore if I am wrong, oh well that sucks I am sticking with these beliefs.

Okay take care! heart