My excited attitude toward summer break is gone now, two (technically three) days into the break. I enjoy the heat, and the sun, and the chance to swim, but all of these annoying girls running around in shorts remind me of how different I am. I simply don't find joy in showing off my bottom and chest, like the other teenage girls. (Though the fact that I'm fairly small doesn't help the matter.)
No, I would much rather sit under a tree and write, than to flirt with every guy that walks by. And I would do so, if it weren't for the damn innocence that I give off whilst sitting alone and staring blankly at the sky. I don't know if some guys find that attractive, or they just get the sense that I'm begging for someone to talk to me, but they walk over either way. And I'm too polite to ignore them or shoo them away.
stressed If only they knew the way I acted around my friends... they would ignore me or stare with their mouth agape while I laughed and acted rather commanding. I'm simply not social. I find a few good friends, and may make some distant others in the process, and stick with them until they leave me. I don't intend on being known by all, liked or hated. I would rather sit in the shadows and watch in disgust, than make a fool of myself in front of strangers.
Well, I'm done ranting. I just ruined those minutes of your life, now you're about one and a half minutes closer to death. Good bye.
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