<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v56/BishounenzAngel/thinkingofyou_.png" align=left> For the past couple of days, I woke up earlier than usual.
To try to make myself look halfway decent.
To try to make myself look pretty just for him.
I even wore a goddamn skirt.
And I do not normally wear skirts.
I abhore skirts.
But I wore it anyways.
Hoping that he would notice me.
I don't even know how it happened,
or why it did.
I just realized that I liked him.
For some strange, peculiar reason,
I just do.
Creepy, yes.
Indeed.
But see, I'm not a very lucky person.
The day I decided to wear a skirt
for him,
the day he decided to be absent.
Goddamn mother ********.
What a b***h, huh?
But quite frankly,
despite how dissapointed I was.
Wearing the skirt made me feel a lot better about myself.
Girls said I looked cute
and guys said I looked hot.
My friend even said a few of them were staring at my tushie.
(:
So it wasn't a total loss.
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<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v56/BishounenzAngel/_woo_.png" align=right>So...um..yeah.
I sincerely apologize for burning your eyes.
&w&
But by God,
this is my journal and nobody's forcing you to read it!
Hey guess what!
I am totally gettiing an A for EAST.
Yay! ^_____^
And I hate Adobe Audition D=
I'm tone-deaf, mmkay?
So in this quarter,
I realized,
that music is best left
to the musically-inclined.
a.k.a. not me.
:3
Mwahah, you know, looking at the picture of me in the skirt,
makes me feel like I was a character in a video game.
Mr. Siopes said I'd be awesome in the Ultimate Fighter thing.
I dunno what the hell that is, really,
but he said he can see me beating up people.
Anyways.
Yeah.
That's how it made me feel.
A video game chick.
Minus the big boobs.
=(
Mmmkay.
Enough about me.
Onto the people who I have not seen in a long,
LOOOOOONG while.
Edgel (with his girlfriend of 1 year and 1 month)
He has got to be the sweetest and bestest guy friend!
EVER!
He's always there for me when I need support,
calm me down when I'm hysterical,
cheer me up when I'm sad,
and dry my tears when I'm crying.
I'm just sorry I haven't seen him in three years.
I havent't hugged him in three years.
But I just think of our separation as a proof,
that even if we're over 750,000 miles from each other,
We can still be great friends.
Jake
He's one of those types of people that don't like it when girls who like him go after him.
Hah hah.
But we're just friends.
(: Totally.
He has enough girls liking him and chasing after his poor a**,
I shouldn't add to that.
That would just be very awkward.
Anyway, he's one of the people who actually inspired me to be artistic.
If it wasn't for him staying back with me after school, that one day in sixth grade,
I don't know if I'd be where I am.
It was life-changing, man.
Daniel
Haven't I talked about him enough?
xD
Really, people.
Anyways, I got him the stuff he wanted for his birthday today.
Now I just gotta send it over there.
Advance happy birthday, Dan!
Cay
Oh my sweet baby sister.
Goddammit.
There are times when I just absolutely hate her.
She's just so much prettier than me!!!
She got all the pretty genes, dammit!
Despite that, I love her.
She considers me her role model,
for some unfathomable reason.
Trish
Yay! My other baby sister!
Umm...despite the fact that she sold my imported Japanese mangas to her little friends,
I love her! ^^
And now that I'm getting tired of my GBSP,
I should call her up and tell her she can have it!
Anyway...Trish is one tough cookie! xD
And she got all that boyishness from me, goddammit!
But I'm starting to get over that so yeah.
Frances
The picture isn't as recent, but blah.
It's the thought that counts!
Frances is the coolest chick ever!
She's nice and sweet, and the fact that she's pretty doesn't hurt!
She's smart too! ^-^
Pot-pot is the very first best girl friend I've ever had!
I just talked to her not too long ago, and I felt bad for interrupting her time with her boyfriend.
They are so adorable together!
I told him not to hurt her 'coz I love her.
And he said he loves her too.
We have something in common.
YAY!
Well, I guess I've ranted on long enough! Toodles!
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