Well i figured since they finally fixed the damn Journal system again, i would update you all on whats been going on, well i've been having random mood swings... one moment i'll be smiling and next moment breaking down in tears. This have been pretty crazy, i'm really lonely, i just wish that someone would come visit me or something.. i hate being alone.. its actually one of my biggest fear is to end up alone.. i mean i'm a strong person and i can take care of myself, but i just need the support of my friends, and hopefully some day... a girlfriend... <sigh>
Things have just been way to much for me to handle alone... I'm also worried about a lot of personal things, and I'm also worried about money.. i might lose power to my house in the next 20 days if we can't come up with like $400...
Sadly there isn't much good news to report as of late, i wrote a new poem.. but i don't really know if i want to post it here.. i worried the contents of the poem my effect a few things and at the moment i'd rather not like to take that risk... X_X
I have been listening to a song a lot called Graduation by Vitamin C its a really good song and the corus has a some really nice words..
"As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever"
Actually listening to that song makes me cry.. i don't know why but it does...
If any of you are interested in reading the poem, leave me a comment or pm me and i'll see about sending a copy your way. depends..
Well thats about it... there isn't much more to say.. Other then...
This is Raven Dragonfire for Channel 13 News Signing off...
 Raven DragonFire · Sat May 26, 2007 @ 12:04am · 2 Comments |
