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Okay, Today I feel depressed.. Well almost all week actually. And things are going on with my brother and hes being all OMG! Just mean and stuff. I hate to tell him hes hurting me...Which he probably knows... And I havent been able to sleep much, I slept like 4 hours in almost 3 days. I lay awake and like think, and like freak out and stuff. No body gets me you know its like, Marcus would not leave me alone and I told him I would go down stairs in like 5 minutes so he said he was leaving but im not thar bad of hearing. stare He didnt move. He makes me so sad. And I hate myself and he knows that. And hes really not helping with it either.
*Sigh* I feel so like bad right now...
I fell on a nail today. It hurt gonk I was using my aunts punching bag when I decided to rest, Well not really I decided to dance sweatdrop But anyway, I fell. And thats the point.
And I found this song, "If I told you this was killing me" ...I love it.
Just thought Id say that.
Just a few minutes before I got on Marcus was like trying to be all adult and all.. CRAP!? What ever... And he will just come up to me and start talking about how much he doesnt like gay people. stare Just.. stop okay. I cried for almost 15 minutes because he had to start that. Then! After that he keeps on about how stupid it is to cry over. I just want to leave and go to Tally. Thats all I want is to be with her.