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I don't really care, all I know is that it hurts like ********. I was recently reminded of my first crush. It was long ago, I was in love, but they didn't know it. Before I knew it, they were gone, and I had this hole inside of me. I cannot watch sad love stories without breaking down in tears now. Every love story, good or bad, brings back memories of this one person, this one time I lost someone because I was too shy to act. It still kills me, and I haven't dated since.....This is why I hate love, because it can tear a person apart inside. It's just not worth it.