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some people do care i know that me and ash buzzy nick and a bunch of others and u know thats not true that no gurl likes u i know 3 who has a crush on u so dont even try that ur one of the greatest guys i know andd ur no coward because u still face life well others would try to hide most turn away from ever knowin anything after being hurt trust me i know i use to after i was almost raped i hide away from everyone i didnt talk all i did was sing i wanted to die but i found a happyness that i never thought i would now im only afraid of losin all i love and i know that if u think about it ull see that life can be the best thing if u ignore all the bad trust me my dad calls me all sorts of names so do my brothers and people who dont know me im not lettin them get me down ever again so dont let them to get u down and im glad im not the only one who wears a mask only 2 people can see threw it i use to want death now i want to live cause i found something worth it everyone has lows but we have highs when we bring our selves up the word dont look to people who only pity themselves u have to stand on ur own to be able to live the way u need everyone needs to live the life they see in there minds eye its not that bad to live with ur mind on the world i help everyone i can cause i love doing it one day ill be gone but i want to be remembered for the good i did for all those i help dont think of them seeing it as u helped them think of it as another good deed for someone who needs it and ull figure out wat ur good at not everyone knows when they get started i know because ive always done it everyone is good at something and i know ull find urs sorry if it dont make sense but its the best way to explain everything i know u posted this awhile back but i just got time to do this