sweatdrop i don't know what 2 write dramallama
i've decided this entry will change now and then which gives you the chance to find out about me and my secrets so yeah... ninja
[EDIT: 2:51 AM Monday, 21 January 2013 (Australian time) ]
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I was just going to write a spontaneous comment on this not-so-secret "secret" journal entry on my opinion on the Giovanna Plowman sitch (and how I have actually tried and like the taste of my own period blood) but I ended up reading all my previous journal entries and slightly lost my train of thought... :/
I mean, yeah, a lot of the stuff I've written in my youth (and even in more recent times like the past two years) is a whole lot of grammatically incorrect bullshit.
Like I kept reading my former words and had to hold myself back from editing the posts to correct all the syntax and spelling!!! scream
But that's not the point.
The point is... A lot of the crap I wrote about, (whether it be the random issues I had with my mum, my insecurities about simply being a girl or about my stupid infatuation with John Sio xd ) even though I am well aware it may have most likely to have all been delirious naive ramblings, they're all so undeniably full of emotion. Stupid selfish emotions, most of the time, but emotion nonetheless.
Despite the fact I'm ashamed and embarrassed of A LOT of the opinions and silly things I posted on here, I can't bring myself to just delete these or hide them away forever; these entries are here to be read, and if that involves exposing my most terrible thoughts and moments to the world then so be it!
I can't just simply dispose of the evidence that is my former self.
So perhaps I've changed, or maybe I (unfathomably) even still bear similarities to the attitudes of my youthful days...
It doesn't matter whether I agree or disagree and scoff at my former views; I, at some point in time, decided to publish them here... And despite any inclinations or disinclination I might have in the present time, all my words made sense and rang true at the time. . .
Or so I try and convince myself... sweatdrop
One thing's for sure though:
This'll sure be hecka funnier in the distant future... sweatdrop rolleyes rofl
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Hehe. . . The secret between the words 'sitch' and 'but'. . . cat_rofl