I just realized how foolish I've been by deleting someone from my friendlist.
It has been a long while ago, but I can still remember it.
It's hard to keep contact online because you need something to talk about.
If you don't feel like people want contact with you anymore, you just remove them from your friendslist, easy as that.
But it was different with Borgy. He had been hacked and banned several times.
Though he sort of kept returning, trying to get his things back.
His avi's outfit always make him easy to find.
We just started talking again and he said he was leaving Gaia.
I didn't like it at all. So I threw him off my friendslist.
I still had him on msn though.
Even when we were both online, we didn't talk to eachother.
Later on I forgot who he was.
So a few weeks ago we started talking again. He's back on my friendslist now.
He has shown me pictures of himself and now he means much more to me than just an avi. With the pictures and the way he responds I can sort of imagine what he's like in real life.
Today at school I just expected to see him. Right next to the door.
But that's very silly since he lives far away and will not go to my school in a million years.
I really enjoy talking to him because he's always happy to talk to me.
Never have I waited as exited as I'm waiting now.
I'd like to become penpals with him, though I don't have good memories of being penpals... (She lived in Holland and was a friend of my ex-best friend who moved away and we never had anything to discuss)
But we have real conversations!
Not just like "hey, how are you", but talking about everything on our minds and stuff.
Nyahnyah, I still can't wait for him to come online.
He's my prince Charming. ;o;
If he wants to be penpals I'll make us some art. Our avies together like prince nad princess. :3
(Because I'm a very romantic person)
Yes Jonathan, this entry was made for you!
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*sweatdrops* ^^ Aww!! *huggles you tightly* well xD I do still goto school hun ^_^
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