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Sitting under willow trees,
I thought:
Why does this only ever happen to me?
I looked down the hill behind me.
Happy children played in the park.
Or at least what they played games in and called a park.
The sun never comes out around here.
Maybe that's why no one ever comes out at night time.
They're too scared that they'll become one of them.
I let out a long, depressed sigh.
I've been told that I'm too angsty.
But then again, if you lived in a living-dead-infested town by a big dark lake, I guess you'd be pretty moody and depressed too.
But what I never understood was that everyone in that ******** little town stared at me like I was stranger than them.
If that's what they thought, then I guess they didn't know their 2 times tables either.
Everyone in that town had some mental problem.
They were always happy.
Always.
It scared the s**t out of me.
Thank God it all ended that night.
For after I had spent a couple of hours sitting under those stupid trees, I heard a high-pitched scream.
I looked over to where the happy children had been playing.
Why?
Because that's where the noise was coming from, you dumbass.
There were no children left.
I guessed it was just my ears playing tricks on me, but then I realised something.
The sun had set.
It was dusk.
Time for them to get their undead asses out and about.
I ran toward the direction of my home, but stopped after I ran down the hill.
Being the logical person I am, it was only natural instinct to go and see who had screamed.
I walked toward the "park".
Once I got there, I froze.
I noticed that I was shaking.
[******** this, I thought.
I'm going home.
But shortly after I started walking the other way, I heard rustling in the bushes.
I looked behind me.
It looked like there was nothing there, but I knew that there really was.
I began to walk a bit faster.
Just then, something small and round flew over my head.
It landed about 10 feet in front of me.
I decided to go and get a better look.
Once I saw what it was, I screamed as loud as I possibly could.
For lying right in front of me, was the head of a small child, its eyes ripped out and blood spewing out of its mouth.
I started to run.
But that stupid corpse was faster than I was.
I felt something puncture my neck.
2 small points.
As these points sunk in deeper, my vision began to get hazy, and instead of the dark blue of night time, everything went red.
When I woke up, I was in a coffin.
It was still dusk, only instead of it being a cool breezy night, it was raining heavily.
I looked to my left.
There sat a boy who was probably only a year or two older than me.
He smiled at me, and I couldn't help but smile back.
He was very pale, had longish dark hair, and his eyes were an extremely pale yellow.
Suddenly, I knew what I had become.
I knew what I had to do now.
And that's what I did.
Every single night.
The boy and I went out at dusk and drank from those assholes who had shunned us before.
After a year or so, I discovered that I really liked Andy (the boy).
And apparently he liked me too.
Because now we share a coffin.
And now we're inlove.
And it will stay that way.
Forever.
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Aiden- "Die Romantic"

You can illustrate your life in romance.
But I can show you something so much more than words,
In my hands.
It's not your best intention now to burn your friends,
This is your last night, this is your last chance.
In my hands

(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic

I sat and watched your heartbeat fade with every breath.
I watched your lips turn blue, your eyes went cold and all,
with all the rest.
I felt the panic and tried to breathe.
Is this happening?
I've ******** had it.
Well, God, save me, please.
'Cause I don't think she'll make it through the night.

(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic

(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic

Your last words to me "tonight's the night" meant redemption was only found in books.
Your last words to me "tonight's the night" meant redemption was harder than it looks.
So take care of what you love
and all this stuff are remnants of a life in shattered glass,
it's all I have to ask.

I (I) miss (miss) you (you)!
I (I) miss (miss) you (you)!

You can illustrate your death in romance.
I can show you something so much more than words,
In my hands.
I felt the dead-end price you paid for everyday.
This is your last night,
Suicide kept tight,
You're gone tonight.

(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic

(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we fall asleep.
(Die romantic, romantic)
This is the nightmare we die complete.
(Die romantic, romantic)
Tonight's the night, and it's all we need now
To die romantic

Die romantic, die romantic, die romantic,
Die romantic, die romantic, die romantic, tonight...