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I've been drinking. I just want to die. The person I love doesn't love me. I'm a mess. I ******** up. I only ******** up. I never learn my lesson. I never do better. I just sit here wait ting to die. What's the picture if en wasting people Ai r. I should just choke o. It and save the t h e rest of yinz good air. I miss have a super close best friend. I hate that my mom is dead. I have so much. Why can't I have a stereotypical decent life. What us evene the point. ******** it. Forget it.