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Empty Chapters on the Bathroom Walls
Life is unfair. Undying. Immortal. Love, what is love? Love is life. Life is death. Death is deceiving. Cute. Cut. Bleed. What color doth thou feel? Black, non? Noir. What did'st thou do t' deserve such a fate? Cut. Scar. Bleed.Feel. Change your mind. Change your thought. Cut your face. Change it. Change you. Ambiguous thought. Curious pictures on the eyelids. What is it? Where are we? Heaven? No, Hell. Earth. Universe. Simple? Ha. Numbers. Names. Thoughts. Insignificant. Life? The same. What is life but prolonged death?...Love him? Carve his name into your heart. Into your mind. Into your chest. Keep him. Trap him. Seduce him. Bite him. Make him yours. Make him bleed. Bleed unto him. Give him life (give him death). O' take'th me from this ever s' melancholy Wunderland that th' angels hath thrown me into. Under. Drowning. In blood? Mine. My own. The razor. The blade. The knife. The gun. BANG. Unrelenting. Revenge. Vengance. Martyr. For my country? Non, pour moi. Save yourself. Save your life. Save him. "Drown in the water of your bath tub..." Drown in your blood. "Sex. Violence. Beauty. The story had it all." Be remembered for your death. Be remembered for your sin. Be remembered for your body. Be remembered for your dream. Your future. Your life. Your brains. On the bathroom wall. Splatter. The razor in your wrist. The stare on your face. 11.43. Day still not over. Think again. Mundane life. Unfufilling. Brilliant night. Dark Heaven. Beautiful Hell. Bliss. Death is bliss. Ultimate rest. Peace. Dark Haven. Him. His name. His lips upon yours. His touch. You tremble. His smell. Your scent. He smiles. He knows. You don't. He pulls the trigger. BETRAYAL. Words mean nothing. Words are lost. Misspelled. Mistyped. Mist. Rain. Storm. Wash it away. The blood on the sidewalk. The mother screaming. Father holding her. Staring. Blank. End. Fin. Nothing. Silence. Back to life. To reality. Up against the wall. Breathing heavy. Him. Pressed against you. Moan his name against his lips. Make him feel. Make him yours. Bite. Kiss. Cut. Bleed. Scratch. Pull. Scream. Make him high. Take him there. Make him beg. BANG. Flee the scene. Drive. Fast. No stopping. Heart pounding. Take the cash. Take the car. Go...He's back. He's undying. He's immortal. He is LIFE. He is DEATH. He is obsession. He is addiction. Unable to quit. Unable to leave. Unable to breathe. Unable to think. Fin. Exit. Aideu. Au revoir. Finite...

-Bang.

Suicidal infatuation...I'm no boy's dedication, but every boy's obsession...I love you my dear...Said the vampire to the corpse...As he sucked her blood and left her...High and dry...Pain and agony..."That boy, he just doesn't know how much of my heart he holds"...The agony transpired...Again...And we shall lay our wrists together...And bleed as one...My sister...In life...In death...Vita brevis...This is forever...Dracula sucked Adonia's blood and she screamed in ecstacy...Until she realized that he wanted it all...And he left her...Drained and lifeless...No ressurection...Food...Do we bleed because the life in our bodies pumps and flows so hard it bursts through this corporeal, sad, non-existant shell called a body?...Really, it's only the shell that makes the turtle human...The white rabbit kicked Alice's a**...By placing her in Wonderland he shattered her perspective...But her perspective never healed...Now she is full of malice...Lady MacBeth...She had it right...She did her dirt...Then committed suicide...And now the world has turned into one big emo mess...I'll surround myself in the bleeding hearts' that I have sacrificed for my own guilty pleasure...Maybe their blood will make this pain better...

-Jakk

Chapters of empty life written on the bathroom walls. The halls where the school had once been. Burned. To the grown. By her...By her...Her with the wicked smile. Her and the other. The one. She was always there. Always. Both undying. Locked. Forever. Immortal. Ageless. Nameless. Nameless? No. Infamous? Yes. Bang. Jakk. Life as one. One mind. Making up for the other's faults. Feeling as one. Always as one. Forever.

Finite.





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