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stare Please tell me I'm not the only person who has this problem, but my boyfriend's being a total a**. Well, he's my ex, but I still kinda like him and I know he still loves me. sweatdrop Yeah, I know it's stupid of me to write this, but I just need to tell somebody about it.

Well, yeah, we've had an on-off relationship for about 2 years now, and finally we just decided to end it. So I'm just like "okay" and don't really give a s**t, but he starts flipping out about us breaking up, when it was HIS idea in the first place. stressed

For about a week or so every time he sees me or talks to me, I keep getting comments like "b***h" and "skank". The whole time I'm just wondering why the hell he's doing all this. Eventually, the comments stopped from him, but apparently he's spreading rumors about me making out with a guy without my shirt on. [Which I did NOT do, f.y.i.] So those go all over the school and to all of my friends, automatically making them hate me.

Right then I go up to the b*****d and scream at him. Of course, the little liar says he didn't say anything like that, that another guy had been saying it all. Of course [again] I didn't believe him, and kept screaming. We fought like that for 3 weeks, more or less, while he keeps trying to make everything "okay". Yeah, sorry buddy, that's not gonna work on me...

Anyway, we've been doing all of this fighting for a month so far. He asked me to go to the dance, yet I have know idea what I should do...

Ugh, I hate him. And yet, I love him.

Why does everything have to be like this?

Can we please end everything?

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