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Shards


You left me and i felt nothing
The numbness cradled me
I loved and gave you my heart
Now our passion is just a whisper on the breeze

I long for your lips to touch mine
to look into your eyes just once more
but i see that love is no more

Where did I go wrong?
What does she do that I don't?
They say that love is the most wonderful emotion
I find that hate is a terrible beauty
A darkness that is always there
A fearful beast waiting to come forth
In all its comforting darkness i find a saddle
The saddle on the beast
The saddle to hold me in a journey of light and dark
To falsely cushion me from blows untold
I wake from my flight and find the scars
The bruises and the tears
The thorns that have grown from my skin
And infiltrated my mind
I see your out stretched hand
Is it to me or your new love?

In it is my heart in shards
Your blood mingles with mine
But i feel the cold in your soul
The remorse and pity for the creature i have become
And i want to be beautiful again
And fade away
All away
And i try to say what i wanted to all along
My last words on earth,


I.


Love.


You.