she gets a boy friend i loose a good friend,
she gets affection, i get an infection,
my hair would be colored but she got hers first,
her heart is cold, and i now have a cold
she gets guys and belives all her lies,
i loose guy friends, when she gets her boyfriends
im on her ignore list but i cant ignore her,
she listen to love songs while i hear my metal,
i do small things but shes oh so too gentle,
she brakes in my hand at every small word,
with every sentence i die inside,
she doesnt understand that im falling in the dark,
so she keeps on going,and going and going,
i always say shed make me throw up my insides,
and now it is true,
i guess i threw up my hreat because now i dont care
i guess i threw up my brain becase i dont think straight,
i think i threw up my bones becxause i cant stand up ,
i guess they were replaced with jello because i cant walk in straight lines,
one thing that wont go that ive tried to throw up is the pain and the torture she puts in my soul,
my soul wont gfo because it cannot be rejected,
i wish it was like me so i could forse it to leave,
but oh well i still have my feelings which now and always will be stuck in me.
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