at the moment you looked at me my arms got loose and my head got all foggy, i still get all loose and my head is still a bit light, at that souless moment i realized you were special. Cold hearted, hard shelled, not afraid of what people think, i feel mischevious around you and heart broken when your gone, if light were to plunge for a minute, id hold you tight in my arms because i feel safe. you wouldnt allow me to do it if you knew who i was, isnt it sad? wanting to hold someone forever but never getting affection? i have a teddy bear i hug and cry to at night. its better than screaming at the wall, or yelling at yourrelf n your head saying why do i do this to myself every year... in a souless world i hold on to you
