Some of us do not have the ability to display emotions as easily as others. But does that make the feelings any less real ??
these people cannot show emotions and feelings very easily. Many times they are misinterpreted as being cold or unfeeling and pay the consequences when, all the while, they just want to be open and expressive like everyone else .
and i think i'm one of these people -.- ..
Sometime i feel that i'm living in my own world and no one has any effects at my feelings and actions. At the beginning i feel free. But then i usually get lonely.
Sometimes my friends ask me what am i thinking of, and i don't like that ! i don't want my friends to not know what i'm feeling or thinking, i don't want them to keep wondering what's wrong with me. but that what uaually happens. At the start i liked the idea of beeing a mysterious girl [and i don't know why =.=
]. But then i felt strang and annoyed by the fact that my friends don't understand me, not even a little bit !I'm trying to talk to other girls in my class, to make friendships with them and communicate, but most of the times i end up not to find anyone who actually understand me and willing to be my friend.
Well, that's why i just hang out with my old friends. I'm not saying that i don't like them ! it's just,.. i think it would be a pleasant thing to get to know different kinds of people with different personalities ^^.
My mom and my best friend didi understand me very well [especially mom
]When I rethink it i guess i'm somehow a preety lucky person ^__^ .. because these two can understand me without having me to say anything, not even a word. and not every one have people around him who are like that.
