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Avalon passed away on September 19, 2014 at 10:43am. I am very sorry it took me so long to update all his friends on gaiaonline. I know he was on here a lot but please understand it has been a rough couple of months for all of us. Thank you for understanding. If you don't have anything nice to say, please keep it to yourself since I cannot delete this profile.

love, Blake

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Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 06/16/2019 8:36 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

I'm sorry for not having been a better friend.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 03/19/2019 11:05 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

I still can't believe that you're gone. I still think about that night (night for me) from time to time. It makes me sad.
x_PrinceBlake_x

Report | 02/24/2017 12:31 am

x_PrinceBlake_x

It's been 2 and a half years since you left us. This is the last piece of you left, this gaiaonline account. I could sit behind this computer screen and type a million things about how much I miss you, but I won't. Because I'm still pissed at you for leaving us. But I do love you. And I miss you baby. So much.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 01/11/2017 5:25 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

I still think about you from time to time. I hope you're in a better place with your loved ones.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 09/05/2016 1:19 am

Sup3r_Bwahaha

It's a shame. I'm the only one who comes here to comment on your profile. Yeah, I know you're dead, and I wish I was a better friend to you while you were still alive.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 06/16/2016 5:46 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

I miss you, my dear friend, and I wish you were here so we could talk to each other once again.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 04/09/2016 5:44 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

I wish you were here.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 10/03/2015 12:05 pm

Sup3r_Bwahaha

It's been a few months, so here I am again, posting on how much I wish I had continued to stay in touch with you.
Sup3r_Bwahaha

Report | 06/17/2015 12:14 am

Sup3r_Bwahaha

Out of respect for sananabsananab, I will not be posting in this profile for a while after this comment. I really do miss you.
SananabSananab

Report | 06/13/2015 12:36 am

SananabSananab

Realized PMs were still disabled.
I don't care who reads it. I just want someone
to know that I care and that I miss him.

I honestly don't know what to say. First off, I guess I should tell you that my old username was Hplar. Don't know if you remember it or not. I just know there were times when you were in the room when Avalon and I were talking. Assuming it's Blake reading this message, that is. If you ever read it. I only talked to Avalon for maybe four years? That's not deducting the time he was busy for those couple months last year. He was actually surprised when I called to him. Thought I forgot him. I would never.

I met him in a guild. Somehow, we ended up in each other's friend's lists. Out of the blue one day, I ended up IM'ing him. I ended up IM'ing a lot of people because, well, they were on my friend's list and I thought it was odd that I hadn't talked to them for awhile. He ended up replying back. Confused, but it didn't take him long to get comfortable. I can honestly say he's one of the most sexual people I've met. I'm not saying that as an insult. I just thought it was funny considering we're total opposites. We ended up talking everyday, or almost everyday. I didn't really tell him much about me since I know how judgmental people can be. Plus, he told me he didn't want to be talking to a baby. Not a baby, but I was/am pretty young. While there were times when I enjoyed talking to him, there were some when we would argue. Majority of those times involved him asking about my life. Despite those arguments, I cared about him a lot. I still do. He had told me about his brother and how much he missed him and wanted to be with him. So there were always times when I was wondering what he was doing and hoping he was okay. The last time we talked we didn't leave on good terms. After a few days, I got worried. I went to his profile to see if he had updated it or anything. That's when I noticed his 'about me'. I became more worried. I looked at the comments and became even more worried. I wanted to message him, but he had PMs disabled. I didn't know how many days had passed since he had made the post and I didn't want to believe he was honestly considering harming himself. I hate to say this, but I believe it was not too long before September that we stopped talking. May have even been in September. I tried looking for the message; however, it was too long ago, so it ended up being pushed to the back and deleted. I can't help feeling like I pushed him over the edge. That maybe if I had told him more about myself and didn't argue with him, he would still be here. We would still be talking. And you and the rest of his family wouldn't be having such a difficult time. I really am sorry. I wish I would have done so many things differently.

I hope you, Reina(I believe that's her name), Aurora, the twins, and the rest of Avalon's family and friends are doing better.

I keep hoping this a joke and Avalon is just sitting behind the screen laughing at how gullible I am.