shattered
I'm 21 years old and I am a risktaker, I've done my share of things to forget the past .... Wether or not they've hurt me in the long run only time can tell. I am a alcoholic, yet there are things more wanted in life besides strong drink that I possess... Men see me as alluring.... Women see me as something either to hate or to covet. I am not the perfect person - there are gaping holes where peices of my life once were, yet there are still voids from things that I've never had. People sometimes look at me strangely because of the things that I ask, they think that i should automatically know the way something I've longed for for so long yet never had feels; I guess they've never been so hungry that they either had to eat grass, catfood or raw frogs....never been beat so bad that their left with a slurr and a studder, seizures and a pain in their chest that feels like someone attatched a knife to a house current and is sitting there twisting it into their chest almost constantly, no i am not "normal".The way the world is has seen to that.... Fighting, running and learning how to dissapear and hide is what this world has taught me; also that sooner or later your going to be turned on.... Trust no one not even yourself, you will fail past your limitations....>>^+^<< YASHA NO HEIWA >>^+^<<
b***h at peace
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