All About This Child

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My Face. o.x


Name: Ash. Anymore then that you don't need to know. Call me Ash. T.T;

Gender: Female but I prefer to be noted as male. Simply because I'm such a gay boy at heart. <33

Sexuality: I don't believe in sexuality because you can't help who you fall in love with, but if I am into a girl it's because she's androgynous. I only like Manly looking women >w>;


Disorders: Bi-polar, Anti-Social, Overactive imagination, Borderline Personality Disorder, Depression, and possible Split Personalities.

Age: Sixteen

Seme/Uke: Flamboyantly Bad a** Uke

Likes biggrin rawing, Writing, Feeling in charge, Bossing people around, Proving people wrong, Candy, Toys, Playing games, Chess, Video Games, Messing around with other members, Playing mind games, Pulling pranks, Music, Dancing, Glow sticks, Being pampered, Hot showers, Snow, Rain, Laying in random forests staring up at the moon, Walking in Forests, Swimming, Clothes, Shoes, Being well-dressed, Accessories, Pain, Cheshire Cat, Alice In Wonderland [Book only Disney ruined it. T.T]

Dislikes:Being looked down on, Underestimated, and or mocked. Being told what to do, Being misjudged, Liars, Rumors, Screaming, Dull people, Ignorant people, Flowers, Discrimination, Being treated insignificantly, Being treated like he's daft or stupid. Drama, Rap,THUNDER!, Being plotted against, Being the butt of the joke, Feeling clueless, Feeling helpless, Getting Sick, Vegetables, Being ignored, Feeling tired, Complicated situations, Being at a loss [for words or actions], Being laughed at, Getting embarrassed, Feeling scared, Uneasiness, Fighting. Being reprimanded. Mirrors.

Turn-Ons biggrin ominant partner, bondage, S&M(always takes Slave role), roleplay, handcuffs, whips, chocolate, dirty talk, being pinned/held down, being forced, hair pulling, biting, ANY touch to his neck, heat/being burned, scratching, showers/sauna's (steam mostly), being tied down, Sweet talk, getting hickey's, Any gentle massage to his hips. BLONDS!!! VAMPYRES!!! XD


Quotes: "We have no feelings so you may not hurt them"// "Rebellion against tyrants is obedience to God."// "I've got a great ambition to die of exhaustion rather then boredom!"// "Without lies humanity would perish of despair and boredom, I'm only saving humanity!"// "I know how men in exile feed on dreams of hope."// "Nothing sharpens sight like envy."// "Check. . . mate."// "Hehe!~ Wanna play?"// "The heart was made to be broken, I decide it best not to have one, not even half of one."// "Sanity is madness put to good uses."// "Tch."// "Whatever."// "Care to kiss me violently?~"// "Turn it up loud and feel the ambiance!~"// " Sanity and happiness is an impossible combination."// "So?"// "Can you stand on your head?"// "We're all mad here. . ."// "You may have noticed. . . that I'm not all there myself."//"As far as I'm concerned I prefer silent vice to ostentatious virtue."// "I became insane with long intervals of horrible sanity."// "Insanity- A perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world."// "Sure, sure."// "Nub."// "Sanity in a world of insanity is insane."// "Boo."// " Fail."// I'm kind of insane when it comes to music, nn a little obsessed."// "Small, simple, safe price. Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets. This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals. And I am not afraid to die. I'm not afraid to bleed, and ********, and fight. I want the pain of payment. What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts. Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted ********. Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand ********? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid. To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts. My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter. I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart. Love is not like anything. Especially a ******** knife!"// "You got a question? How do we get it started? I got an answer, let go of your heart and. . .Love it, live it, leave it and get into it. If you wanna start it, this is how you do it, in the. . .Broken hearts parade!~"// "I'm a hazard to myself."//" Everybody's gotta die sometime."// "Nyeh?"// "Merow."// "I tried to reach you but my extension cord wouldn't reach that far. . ."// "There you go."// "It's just you and your hand tonight."// "Nya!?"//"Let's have a pillow fight!~"// "You need to slit your wrists, get pissed, and go jump off a bridge." T.T;;// "Ha ha pwn!~"// "You could look into my eyes a thousand times and never see the real me."// "Our pasts are as pointless as broken glass."// "Colour with me?"// "Most people go about their lives living a colourless exsistance."// "I'm the Alpha to your Omega."// "Don't ask stupid questions!" -.-;;// "I have a migraine."//"Organization has never been my forte."// "Even glass roses have thorns."//"I don’t wanna forget . . . I want to keep all of my memories close to me . . . even if they’re painful now . . . someday . . . maybe I’ll look back on it and realize I’m glad it happened the way it did.”//"Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things that escape those who dream only by night"//To live and let die . . . to give hope and take life."// “This could prove to be most interesting . . .”// “Sometimes . . . I get this funny assumption that you actually understand me.”// “Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions.”// “What am I working on? Oh . . . nothing important just how to bring the world to an end and rule over it with an iron fist . . . my next project is how to end world hunger! ^.^”// “Me? Insane? No you’re looking in the mirror.”// “Up to no good? Me? Why wherever did you get that ludicrous idea?// “I have a strict no whining or begging policy take what you get because if you cross my policy it will only irritate me more.”// “Stay out of my room.”


Theme Songs: Poker Face-Lady Gaga//Butterflies and Hurricanes-Muse

Well hmm I write . . . alot >>;; but NO this does not mean I have no life! razz I plan to become an author some day . . . but yea I'm working on it -.-;;

So anywho I am very easy to get along with I'm open minded and I'll tell you straight up what I think of you and unless you're just a horrible person more then likely I'll love ya!
So anywho >>;; I'm a major choco holic and I have very strong opinions about everything and most of the time I voice these opinions! I am a HUGE vampyre lover . . . I'm obsessed with them!!! ~.twitch.~ O.<;
I love Japanese anime and music . . . and I'm a huge movie collector!
Other then that . . . I'm comical!
Anyways No cussing and vulgarism on my profile pretty please I don't walk through your home spitting out random vulgarities so don't feck up my profile with that crud!! I'll break out my wicked kung fu!









Thinking hurts and thoughts don't rhyme
To those of us who've never tried
To find a face behind our lipstick smiles
And as our pretty faces die
Our broken hearts will wonder why
The make-up just won't hide the scars of time







Love is love bitches.