All About Me (which also happens to be the title of a corny essay I had to write in 5th grade)
Hey everyone!
Well, what can I say?
I'm (usually) quiet, love reading books and manga, and can even be boring sometimes!
But hey, I can be fun! (None of my school friends should comment on this.)
I'm now thirteen, but I still feel 12. It just hasn't hit me yet that I'm actually, you know, a teen!
Anyway, I'm also African American, and a native New Yorker.
I change avatars constantly. If one day I'm military style, and the next Skittles-fantasy-ninja, don't be suprised.
*Edit* Lemme rephase that. I sold all those things on the Marketplace a long time ago, haha, but I still have tons of outfits!
I'm in the middle of writing at least three stories right now. the first two I tried totally bombed-I just couldn't stand writing them anymore. Go to the Random Storyposting Guild forums, Fiction, then see if you can find mine!! I need comments!!!!
Random awesome lyrics time!
(If you want to know where these lyrics are from, PM/profile comment me and I'll tell you. =D)
There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around...
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to-
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
But you can't jump the track-we're like cars on a cable-and life's like an hourglass glued to the table, and no one can find the rewind button now, so sing it if you understand...
Covered in dirt, In an unfamiliar city
I didn't smile like usual
I just walked hanging my head
To all the people hurrying quickly past me
"Have your dreams come true?"
I'm still struggling
Rather than going back to my childhood
I want to live happily now
I'm a coward by nature
If I try to leave for a place where the sun shines
With open arms
I think,
"I wonder if I could cross the sky?"
I still can't see
my wings for flying
Because I can't just go on, I continue to live
Just by picking up a wet puppy
Enough to smile a little
My tears came pouring out
I want to be loved, I just want to be loved
I've said it
It's no good just wishing for it
There were also days in my childhood
Where I had hurt my mother
I want to change
it all now
I can change my life
I tried to leave for a place where the sun shines
Gripping tightly
Destroying that time and place
I can change my life
But, I can't communicate everything
In my heart
Because I can't just go on
I continue to live
I know... You know...
I can change my life
Going to a place where the sun shines
I try to open a map, but
I know... you know...
There's nothing I can do even if I'm lost
I can change my life
With everything that's gone by lately
I'm only the me I am now
Because I can't just go on
I continue to live
On a sleepless night
I sigh all alone
How's everyone?
I feel kind of lonely
That's not like me
So stop laughing
It's just that I don't know
My true self
Into the broad earth, a single seed
Extended its roots
And bore fruit that was still unripe
The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-coloured
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But it was still sour, and I cried
Because it's unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all
I loved it; I felt like crying
I loved it; I loved it
Even if they're similar, they're different
Mandarins and oranges
Friends and lovers
And our two hearts, too
I didn't want to get hurt
So I fled
When I did that, not even light
Would shine upon me
They're miracles, right?
Encounters and love
Seeds and buds
Even for the fruit that was still unripe
The color orange makes me recall
The sunset glow that I saw
On that day
It seemed as if our two shadows
Held hands together
I wondered if
The oranges would turn sweet someday
Or would they wither?
I didn't want to learn of my future
So I ate it all
It was sour...
I loved it, but I felt like crying
I loved it, so I felt like crying
The fruit wants to hurry up
And turn orange-colored
Basking in your light
My ideals and dreams only expand
Notice me, hey
I tried to eat
An orange today, too
But again, it was sour and I cried
Because it's unlike me to leave any behind
I ate it all; I loved it
I felt like crying; I loved it
I loved it
I loved it; so sour
I felt like crying; I loved it
There's nowhere for it to go anymore, the heat of this love...
The world blurs; even so, will I still love you?
I know this -- but what should I do?
How can I, what should I.../
What an idiot -- I am...!
Let's go, this is war
Oh, to see you just so happy with anyone but me!
My ardent love for you, which is a sin
Just watch me and I will show you my feelings...
The megaphone I shouted into was already broken...?
However much I stretch, I'm not in your field of vision.
Ah, the sky cleared before I knew it and it doesn't suit me at all.
I can't hold my feelings back
How can I, what should I...?
No, I'm not crying. I won't let tears roll down my face...
But I still love you...!
I'm fighting you now, I'm shooting for your heart!
I didn't choose this way
I'll show you how my skirt flutters
And steal your gaze away...
Prepare for a counterattack!!
But this war situation is still just a drawback...
Now I know that love is blind
And someday I know I will be awakened by your kiss...
Me Siggy <3
I like random PMs, friend requests, and profile comments!!
Scientists think on 12/21/2012, we're all gonna die. Put this in ur sig if u will be laughing on 12/22/2012.
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thanks!