About
You ask and then plead,
Say I'm The one you Need,
But whenever I bother to Try,
We always end with pain I cry,
Never again will I listen to you,
You made me see,
That we Can't be,
So the next time I find myself,
Urging to fall of life's little shelf,
I'll blame you for every Tear I cry,
Because, when it was only You and I,
You never once bothered to Try,
We weren't meant to shed tears,
We didn't make it through the years,
Your kiss,
My bliss,
Both thrown away,
When You dare say,
'I only give my love away,
Because I wish not to Stray,'
You promised me,
That we would be,
Together this way,
For forever and a day,
What horrible lies,
Even in golden eyes,
You shine through,
Diluted and blue.
Hiya ^^ I'm Kathleen, but I have many nicknames. (Nikki, Kat, . -t-broken-t--bleeding-t-, SeibetsuKoneko, Brokenhearted1996, Misseswolf, Bunnyqueen, and ~BabyGirl '96~) I'm 5 foot tall, and done getting taller. I'm thirteen, but often confused for older. I have bleach blond, but my natural hair color changes with the season, it goes any where from bleach blond to dark brown, with all color highlights. I have absolutely no common sense, but I am really smart for my age. I have big brown eyes (normally) but my eyes change to.. they mostly stay with in the shades of brown but will go to green, yellow, gold, and red depending basically on my stress level (kind of like a mood ring) The funny part about all of this is, I can't use mood rings, my heart beat is naturally faster and I have a warmer temperature then normal people. I've been confused for dead by my doctors many times, however fast my heart beat it is its very hard to check for without one of those stupid listeny scope thingies. Okay well back on the subject. I'm very pale, with very sharp teeth, and I'm always wearing black. I tend to avoid the sun. Sounding vagely familiar yet? Well I'm always called a vampire for it. Okay, getting off subject again. I like all kinds of music, its impossible for me to choose my favorite band or song. I even like classical, which is aparently odd for a girl of my age. I play in my school band system. I play flute, clarinet, and alto saxaphone. I'm partially color blind, so my favorite color is deffinetly black. I love writing, weather it be poetry or stories. I try my best at whatever I do. I have Post Tramatic Stress Disorder (From my father beating me when I was little (1-7-years-old then 9-10-years-old), being raped (3-years old (and almost summer of '08 )), and being mawled by a dog. It may seem like I'm making this up, but I'm not. I am not going to let my past force me into solitude, I'm not going to be little miss-shut-in who has no friends. I also Obsessive complusive Disorder, and TMJ. I have literally 0 bullshit tolerance. I'm very protective of my friends. I live in Chehalis, Washington, but on the weekdays I go to my grandparents in Napavine, Washington, because I'm not aloud in this school... So, If you ever want to know anything more feel free to ask ^^
~Loves all about trusting someone with your pain, the two things I avoid, which is why when I did, I lost everything as he said those words...~
-SeibetsuKoneko ^.- (I'll translate for those who are curious)
Arms Pulled Into Shape,
Legs Completely Out Of Place.
Sewn On Clothes,
Mouth Always Closed,
Eyes Opened Wide,
Being Tossed Aside,
Torn;
Tattered,
Broken;
Battered,
Your A Doll,
A Toy,
Exploited,
Dull And Lifeless,
Perfect; Scarless,
Your Perfection,
Is A Mask,
So Do Ask,
The Next Time,
You Find,
Your Lifeless,
Emotions Astray,
Are You A Person,
Or Someone's Doll?
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Hey there Kitten! 4laugh heart heart heart
Aaaaaah~ It rooks-ah rike you hah deverupted ancient Nikki Fist technique!
-bowing in respect- ninja
Thank you! ^ - ^"
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Now now kitten ... Sharpies don't work any better than Smarties candies ... but that IS ADORABLE! 4laugh
... but sure ... if he no likey, send him my way. 3nodding
That's just you being adorable! wink
It's called "beach volleyball" rolleyes
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