the me factor
Hey whats up party people?The names Rick and I'm what you would call a walker,fine line artest,tight rope walker, ect. basically meaning that I walk down the path in life that can hurt me or help me, I walk right in between where as if I'm not careful then I could have something pretty bad happen to me but hey whats life without a few risks?
I've met some pretty kicking people who un-luckly for them share the same faith as I. I've lost many and only gained a few and those I have lost, I will never forget,those I have gained,I will hold close,honor and protect, and those who have took time to teach me new skills, I will forever be in your debt.
I've always be one others call a loner for I may have friends and may be here but I am truely never here and hardly see any of my friends. I have made many mistakes and have many more to make but that doesnt mean I shouldnt learn from them and it doesnt mean i shouldnt keep living life in my own way.
I'm not one usually to be myself around those I dont know or dont trust so in life I usually keep to myself except with a select few.
Theres been many people in my life that have said that they are my friends but in the end they usually end up trying to back stab me or in some rare cases blame me for things others said I've done and then they leave me curseing my name into the ever growing and darkening abyss.
To them I say, if you were my true friends, you should know me well enough would know I would never do such a thing and I would rather die first.
Truth be told I still get blamed for what ohters say and I still lose friends for it so to that I say grow up already you hicks and start taking for your own mistakes for once in your lives.
I use to be prone to anger and truth be told only one person could ever truely bring it out but now adays I'm at peace with the beast inside me and that one person is no longer in my life.
I've walked many lines which has lead me to many paths in my life which in turn has lead to many bouts with those I've had no intention of fighting, but as the faiths would have it, I would usually have no choice.
"I will never be afriad again, I will keep on fighting untill the end, I can walk on water,I can fly, I will keep on fighting till I die."-bass hunter
Those are some words from a favorite song of mine and they hold true,even if you dont fight they hold true in everyday life.
Truth is I use to be afraid but one day something inside me snapped along with something inside of me die-ing and now I really dont care what happens to me, and I could care less about those who try to hurt me or say their my friend.
I know who my true friends are, they have always been there for me.
So in turn I do what I can to always be there for them and I honestly dont have time for fakes.
I've turned over a new leaf, and for once I can honeslty say without a shred of doubt, that I've changed and am still changing and Idk if its for the better or for the worse for all I can see is a havey set of darkness ahead but I will embrace what changes I under-go.
on a final note:
I walk my own path and I meet alot of interesting souls along my chosen path. I have embraced who I am and what I am not.
I will do what is needed when the time calls for it and I will not let anyone or anything get in my way.I'm nothing more then a servernt of my choosen faith and path for times present,future and past, for they are my blade,my sheild and mentors .
If you and I happen to cross paths may you be the first I wish good luck and farewell however let us hope we meet on good tideings for if not,who knows what will go down.
Untill our paths cross again and untill the time we are reborn,
I wish thee the best of luck that one can get
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Whats up? Long time no see, Brother.
im not stupid lol.
but thanks, for the heads up.