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my dad laves for iraq august 19th and won't be back till october my senior year. hes a chemical soldier and hes goin into ocmbat, im worried he won't come back. ive had night mares where hes died and previously one was of his funeral. i keep wakin up in a cold sweet and tears streamin down my face. i feel week cause im a 16 year old male an wake up cryin like a baby. i guess im afraid ill loose my dad and teh scary part is that most of the dresm i do have come true. i st pray this one doesn't. ive spent my whole life tryin to make my dad proud of me and i want him to be here when i graduate highschool and when i graduate basic. i miss him soo much it hurts to think of him in danger but someday ill be out there too.