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Ugh where to begin on the pain that my heart has brought me
It comes from trusting others, to being a good person
and just letting people you care about inside...
The pain sometimes gets out of control if you know what i mean
But like i'm saying it's hard for to just watch dreams come
trues for others but you have to sit in a prison cell and just watch
I mean from having andrew dance with kayle 4 times at the dance
Him telling you he's getting a rose to ask her and may ever write her
a poem about it? That just stabbed me once in the heart
Then thinking about giving up the only real relationship you had for
a friend thinking you can take another punch in the heart for them
Then having your own family dating your absolutle dream guy detail to detail that just hurts.....I could go on and on about this list but we both know it would hurt to much ugh i just need some time to think and write to myself.......Where to begin where pain has brought me....