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The Insane Icen

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Icen
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Posted: Thu Mar 31, 2005 @ 04:19am

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	I am a horrible person. I cause my mother so much aggravation...so much grief...I never tell her anything, and then I yell at her and treat her like crap, like she's something I could walk on. I just get money from her, have her take me places, and how do I repay her?! I don't. I just yell at her. I want to die. I never wish I was born. Why was I born?! I cause my mother so much grief, so much pain, and it's all my fault. I want to be like her when she was my age, the perfect daughter to her mother. But no. I have to be this...monstrasity....I can't spell tonight...whatever.

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Metaphor for a missing moment
Pull me into your perfect circle

One womb
One shame
One resolve

Liberate this will
To release us all

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Dagfari
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Commented on: Fri Apr 01, 2005 @ 09:04am


	I'm sure your mother wasn't the perfect daughter. You're normal. Everyone does this to their parents. It's part of growing up - your parents aren't giving you enough room to grow, and so you lash out at them verbally and subconsciously. You still love them, though, and so you feel bad about it after. But you won't tell them that, of course. Tell your parents you love them more often, is my advice. Whether you take it or not is your choice.

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