I was sitting on the bus when I realized that after I had Merlin then I wouldn't be so lonely at my house.
Merlin is coming at the end of May, and that is the end of school...
I don't want to leave 8th grade, but since I know I must, I have really wanted the days to slow down... So I wouldn't have to leave so soon.
But after Merlin...
I can't wait for May.
There is no other way to say it.
I learned that I had to take the good things with the bad and look forward to whatever is going to come, because I cannot stop the events of my life more than I can turn back time and take them all back.
This is the ending of learning to be lonely.
I don't have to be anymore.
I've got Merlin coming, and I have my answer to Learning to be Lonely, one of my other journal entries.
Merlin is my angel. He's an angel without JUST feathery wings. He's got them all over. biggrin
 Rebel Stand · Mon Apr 16, 2007 @ 10:28pm · 0 Comments |
