Slowly im starting to realize I can never fix things betweend
Jess and myself. No matter how badly I wish, no matter
what I try to do it will always be broken between us.
I'm trying to start over now then. Trying to find a
new love. But I don't even know if I can use that
word with anyone anymore. It was one thing I
could say to her and truely mean. Look her
dead in the eyes and say it. Many things
I told her ended up being broken, but
telling her I love her was never untrue,
never a lie. But now I need to get it out,
find someone, or something to take my
mind off of it all. I need to try harder
at life. Cause I seem to be failing
at it miserably.
 Bedroom Whore · Wed Mar 21, 2007 @ 04:58am · 1 Comments |
