Why is life so hard? Why can't i find my purpose? Why won't they say it? Why do i suffer? Why are they so happy? Why is life so great for them? While i'm slowly dieing inside, why are they smiling and laughing? Why won't she talk to me? Why is he ruining everything? Why is one guy coming between us? Why is everyone asking so much? Why am i listening? Why am i screaming? Why is she laughing? Why does it hurt so much? Why won't I talk? Why should i be crying? Why should she be happy? Why am i listening? Why don't i stop this? Why didn't i say no? Why did i even answer? Why can i not save myself? Why am i torn? Why do i see no light? Why do i walk into darkness when i want to run away? Why so i try to speak but no words form? Why can't i say how i feel? Why can't i tell him those few simple words? Why do i lie to escape my fears? Why do they come to me? Why does he ask me such things? Why do I answer so calmly? Why does she suffer and not tell me? Why, after i told her, block me out? Why won't i ask her? Why must it continue? Why do we share the pain? Why did i lose? Why don't i accept defeat? Why do i continue the fight? Why do i pursue a hopeless dream? Why don't i give up? Why do i accept things as is? Why don't i just stop? Why won't i just stop? Why won't i accept my heart? Why won't i listen to that? Why have i lost my faith? Why do i believe not in him? Why do i choose to accept my dreadful fate? Why don't i search for more? Why am i so stupid? Why am i an idiot? Why do i live? Why should i exist? Why should i die with nothing? Why should i live with nothing? Why does only one choose to help me? Why did i choose to become his student? Why do i choose to become what i am? Why do i choose to become that which i am not? Why do i choose to follow him? Why do i ask this? Why don't i ask you the same?
Your-Angel-Eien · Fri Feb 02, 2007 @ 01:39am · 1 Comments |