life sucks a**... I am sick of being an adult i don't want to pay bills anymore... i dont want to worry about if i am going to have enough money to put food on the table. I just wish that my life would stop shitting on me... I think i am a good person. but for some reason, what ever it might be... i am not to have a break in my life at all... why why cant I just catch a break.... i cant have kids right now. I cant have a good job because I dont speak two languages i have shitty in laws .... i have a house that I cant afford to live in a car payment I cant make, i make a little extra money and Either I or my dog or husband gets sick. the car breaks down. another bill pops up and it never fails.... all i do is work work work and my husband too... and what do we have to show for it... nothing no home of our own, no money put away, bills that just keep piling up and illness that we cant get ride of. and so much stress it's turning our hair white at the age of 24
some times I wish that i could just disappear. poof be gone some where eles. where no one or anything can bother me...but i know that's never going to happen. i am going to be a slave to this world until I die.. I am never going to get that break... I am going to living check to check... ******** i cant stand this world anymore....
I need to go and cry myself to sleep now....
that's the end of my vent
Dert Bag B!tch Community Member 
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