Today was a lot of fun. I'm extremely tired and all that jazz, but it was fun! I stayed at school all day long with my friends. First we hung out in the choir room (Shelly and I ofcourse had our weekly shoe orgy), and then we all went to Drama Club.
Then I got hungry. Really hungry. So Dennis, Tony, and I all went to Little Caesars. That was cool. 3nodding
Then we brought the food back to the choir room and ate and hung out a little more (after buying sheet music books!! =O) and awaited musical practice to start. Had loads of fun. <3!
I really got into singing "Ding Dong the Witch is dead" Even if I didnt know half the words. I enjoyed singing my heart out to Sasha.
Ohoh! It was soo cute. These little girls thought they were second sopranos, and when they sang, it was so screechy and off pitch it hurt my ears, but it was soooo adorable. xD I remember those days.
Well, then I went home. I walked in the door and started to talk to my mom about my day, and she just stared at me and smiled.
Then she said: "..You seem so much happier."
That sent me to embarrassment. Do I really?
She said that she liked that I was being social again; appearantly I wasnt when I was dating Mar. And she said I had the chipper tone back in my voice.
I really love to talk to my mother. Last night when I was upset about Mar, I went and talked to her and told her what I said to him, and she said she was proud of me. And that I should be proud of myself for recognizing exactly what I want, and knowing that Mar is not it. Then she said how I was mature and mentally ready for an older relationship, but not sexually. Which is so true. Im still in that "Aww.. lets hold hands and peck eachothers LIPS" stage.
So it made me even happier to think she thinks I am happy.
And God. I haven't been so open with my problems in forever.
It really feels nice knowing there is someone there to confide in besides my mother. Get another POV.
It's really nice. It makes me heart feel free.
So thats my big exciting day. <3 Katrina.
Bkg-lessthanthree · Wed Jan 10, 2007 @ 02:43am · 2 Comments |